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When the heart and mind are speaking different language
Recently I am so confused with myself…There is someone who
left my life for a few years and finally we became friends again.I have been
thinking of him since then,I wondered if I still do have feelings for him like
when we were still in high school or the memories of him that make me attached
to him.Its weird when we havent talked for ages and suddenly we are texting
like almost everyday.I even told him my dreams,my future plans which I normally
keep it to myself.What makes me believe him so much that I told him so much
stuffs??
Is my heart too empty that when he walked in to my life
again,I just let him in without building any walls?I remember when he walked
away from my life years back,I felt like I have lost something that belong to
me.No doubt,he is the first guy that ever approach me when I was in high
school,someone who held out his hand to help me, someone who I used to have my
puppy love crush to…From an innocent kid,now both of us have grown up and
became a better person than we used to be.From the way he text,I can feel that
he had changed.
The fact that he is still single may be the reason I have
thought so much about him lately.Come on Carol!!!Stop thinking,he isnt the
right one for you.You don’t have to have crush on the same person
twice.Sometimes is better to befriends with people that you adore so that he will
lingers in your life longer.Anyhow,I am thankful that he is back into my
life,at least I have another friend to turn to when I am down,another person to
share my happiness.
Labels: Confession
“I used to think that I was all alone in whatsoever I am facing but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. ”
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